Cute, little Anja.
Sweet, little Anja.
Nice, adorable, lovable Anja.
Cute – definition: pleasingly pretty.
Sweet – definition: having pleasant manners.
Adorable – definition: delightful or charming.
I wonder if it’s time to re-evaluate myself
if these are the words that people always use to describe me.
Not that these characteristics are bad.
On the contrary, they’re quite nice.
But that’s just it.
Nice.
Is that all that I am?
Is this all that I can be?
An agreeable, polite, conservative girl
who does what she’s told
and lives in the background?
I would hate to think that.
Some other adjectives I want to come to people’s minds when they think of me:
Strong – definition: of great moral power or courage.
Confident – definition: sure of oneself.
Stunning – definition: of striking beauty or excellence.
This is the woman that I want to be.
One with a voice.
One with an opinion.
One with a purpose.
I need to change how I hold myself.
How I dress myself.
How I present myself.
And not just on the outside,
the part everyone sees.
But also on the inside,
the part only there for me.
Because I cannot be
strong, confident, or stunning
only on the outside.
It has to come from within.
This is my challenge.
And I accept.